Good afternoon world... Just came back from Church. Today's practice was very fast. Patsy Cameneti spoke today... About how some people react wrongly to bad situations. The things they do drive them further away from the answer. I thank God that I had family & friends around me to encourage me not to turn away from God. You can sense a difference when she speaks. She knows what she's talking about. She's experienced it and she really wants to share it with everyone. Its so exciting. :)

Dunno why I'm not feeling very tired now. I went to this club called 'double-O' last night and didn't get home till 3? Slept at around 4-ish... Woke up at 10:15am to go to church. 'Double-O' was fun. The music was lame, retro and crap like that, but it was still enjoyable. Despite certain situations, I had a good time.
I was struck by her eyes and her smile. I'm not ashamed to admit it... I am attracted by her. Certain moments keep replaying in my mind. I dunno anything else about her and I dunno whether I should find out. Its not time yet daryl... Be patient.

Pam said something yesterday at Raimah that I didn't realise.She said, "At least this means that you're moving on." Am I? Is there a small part of me that still wants Eileen back? I don't think so... I think I have gotten over her. She didn't come to church again. Its amazes me. How can someone who knew and tasted of God's goodness, just give it up for what she's living now? I don't understand. But its not for me to judge. I'll just have to keep praying for her.

::: Verse of the Day :::
"David was greatly distressed, for the men spoke of stoning him because the souls of them all were bitterly grieved, each man for his sons and daughters. But David encouraged and strengthened himself in the Lord his God." | 1 Samuel 30:6 |